Monday, June 6, 2011

Someone to call my lover


"Mag-boyfriend ka na kasi, Oliver" banat sakin ng dalawang bekling na ka-ututang dila ko kagabi habang naka-shombey sa Podium.

Jusko! Anuba!?!?!?! MAGLALASLAS NA BA AKO NG PULSO SA GITNA NG PODIUM!?!?!?! Kalerky!

'Tong mga baklang to, kung maka-suggest kala mo nabibili ang bufra sa mall...

Na-pressure tuloy ako ng slight, na-BasKil ako sa statement na iyon at napa-pamewang ng bonggang bongga!

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Wala!

Wala akong naisagot!

Hindi ako nakahugot mula sa aking repertoire of witty remarks!

DAMMIT! Naunahan ng pagka-emo ang pagka-witty ko! KAINES! HMF!

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Makes me feel like a failure.... Lakas ng loob kong rumampa at mang-shock ng mga utaw sa ka-bonggahan ko, pero yung simpleng yayain an bet kong boylalu na magkape e di ko magawa. Ayan, tuloy may iba ng kumakarir sa kanila.

ENIWEEEEIIII!!!

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Pero alam niyo sa totoo lang, pag naiisip ko ang magka-boyfriend, mejo wary na ako ng slight no... Alam niyo naman ang kasabihan:

"Once burned... TANGA!"

Yun nga lang mag-isa ka at sinusubukan mong ayusin ang sarili mong buhay e mejo mahirap na sa dami ng mga issues natin sa katawan... e yun pa kayang samahan pa natin ng isa pang tao na may mga sarili ding issue???

At minsan naiisip ko din... pag ba nagka-boyfriend ako, e malulutas na lahat ng problema ko, can I finally say... "YESSSS!!! Now, finally, I'm happy!" Hindi rin naman di ba? Bilang hindi naman mawawala ang mga problema na parang booking na nilabasan na (CHAROT)... meron pa din, mejo nag-iba lang ng slight.

Hindi ko sinasabing ayaw ko na no. Sino ba naman ang may ayaw? Shempre I still wanna have someone to share my life with. Though I suppose I'm a lot cautious (and picky) now.

Tseh.

Whatever!

Ayaw ko na magisip! dumadami ang wrinkles ko!

om...

Om...

OOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM....

Punyetang inner peace yan, di ko na naman mahanp.

For that matter, song and dance number na lang. sabayan niyo ako, mga bakla:


Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely
And looking for the right guy
To be mine

Friends say I'm crazy cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different J
This time

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on


I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind

I love hard with everything
Giving my all
More than they
I'll take my friends' advice this time
I'll do it differently

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

My my
Looking for a guy guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too
You see happily

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

3 comments:

  1. Fear of the unknown? Or fear of the known that can potentially happen again?

    If anyone can conquer whatever fear that is, I feel it's you.

    Go lang! ;-)

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  2. Hahaha, oddly enough I can relate. I-party na lang natin. Rumampa muna tayo habang HINAHANAP TAYO ni bufra. :p

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  3. @paulo M: touched naman ako dun... :"> Thanks for the words of encouragement :D

    @Keng: KORAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKK!!! tara na let's rampa! my calendar's free pa sa uly :p

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