I was updating our fan page this morning eager to post all the rave reviews about our show, then Roro popped a message:
"I'm sure ito yung part ng work ang mami-miss mo."
And it all came flooding in. You know that part when realization meets reality and it feels like being on top of a cliff looking over a new landscape altogether.
Oh... my... god.
Parang hindi ko ma-imagine ang sarili ko na hindi ngarag, hindi haggard, hindi nagkukumahog sa trabaho, at hindi busy.
Slight panic mode
For a moment I felt lost; my routine was shattered. Workaholic pala ako. I thought, "what will I do now that I don't have my work to keep me busy?"
And it dawned on me... Magiging busy ulit ako... doing the things I love doing, and doing them the way I want to.
I realized I am never without options.
I am not afraid to be unemployed. D
Masarap pala maging malaya!