Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I'll be your Commander!


SA WAKAS!!!

Nakita ko na rin video, salamat kay Ronnie!


Sobrang bet ko itong single na to!!! Napaparampa lang talaga ako sa kanya! Naiimagine ko siyang sinasayaw ng buong pagpupumiglas sa loob ng isang club sa Malate! hahaha!

Pero di ko masyadong bet ang video...

slightly chaka.

The red latex bikini suit is very reminiscent of:


And the metal pice on her boobs is very GaGa:


The part with white BG is very reminiscent of Madonna's Celebration video:


And the end part is very reminiscent of Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson's Scream:


And the whole black vs red thing is very Alice in Wonderland for me:


Who the hell directed and created this video? Dear Kelly, you should sue! They're making you look bad! Hire new people to repackage your ass, gurl!

To the peeps behind this video: The direction Kelly's going for, as an artist, is really fine. I think she's got the upper hand vs Michelle Williams (who's also trying to re-break into the scene with her kinda-techno album, Unexpected)

To her peeps, I know rebranding is VERY difficult, but youi should at least scout the industry and STUDY how you can make Kelly her own person and STILL stand out (coz I think that's the problem with Kelly, she's just NOT as BIG as Beyonce - literally and figuratively - and when in front of the lens she doesn't have THE PRESSENCE that other artists have... she's more of a blah...)

SIDEBAR: Michelle Williams' album was pretty good too! More on the R&B side than club/dance.
It's more commercial than Kelly. However, Kelly's voice is waaay more richer and DIVA-ish and, hence, more attractive to the clubbing/dance-music market (ie: the gays, like me!)

This Wednesday feels like a Sunday


Umalis ako ng bahay.

nagpunta sa EDSA at humanap ng bus.

Di ko alam kung san ako pupunta, di ko rin alam kung ano ang dapat kong sakyan.

Basta ang alam ko, kapag nakakita ako ng disenteng bus sasakyan ko na sya.

Sa tapat ng Star Mall nakakita ako ng malinis-linis na aircon na bus. Sumakay ako, byaheng LRT Ayalaa.

Bahala na kung umabot ako ng Baclaran!

Nakaupo ako sa sulok, nakadungaw sa EDSA, ine-enjoy ang aircon. Hahaha. para akong wala sa sarili.

Maya maya nagtext si Happy: "Dito sa Makati, mag-gogrocery ako"

Late na naman ang reply ni bakla, kaninang lunch time pa yung text ko, pero dedma na.

Bumaba ako sa Rustan's at hinanap si taba.

Kasama niya si Cae, tinanong nila ako, "Anong lakad mo?"

"Wala, ito, napadpad ng Makati. sama muna ako sa inyo."

After nila magbayad ng bills, tumingin ng charger at panglinis ng laptop, umuwi na rin si Cae.

Sinamahan ko si Happy sa grocery, at habang kumakain ng rice in a box ng labag sa aking kalooban, casual na nagtanong si taba: "O, ano namang drama mo ngayon? Depressed ka na naman?"

Ako: "Tseh!"

Siya: "Wag mong sabihing bus na byaheng _________ ang sinakyan mo!"

Ako: "Syempre hindi. Ano naman ang gagawin ko sa __________"

Namili kami ng pagkain ng mga puppies ni Happy.

Hindi na rin namin pinag-usapan kung ano man ang gumugulo sakin....

I guess that's just how good friends are: gets na nya yun, kahit di namin pag-usapan. At OK na rin ako knowing na gets na nya ang problema ko.

Wa na ispluk; tama na ang malalim na buntong hininga.

Di na ako sumama sa kanya nung niyaya niya akong pumunta ng Roxas, alam kong napaka-BV ng aura ko at magiging sagabal lang ako sa kanila sa bahay.

So pagkatapos ko siyang isakay ng taxi sa may Glorietta 4, naglakad ako.

The way that I used to do back then.

Maglakad sa maayos na sidewalk sa gabi...

Maglakad hanggang sa kaya pa ng paa ko.

Sasakay na dapat ako pauwi nung umabot ako sa Makati Ave.

Pero parang hindi pa... konti pa...

Nagsindi ako ng yosi at naglakad pa... tumawid ng underpass... nagpalit ng playlist sa iPod... at naglakad pa.

Umabot ako sa RCBC plaza.

Gusto ko pa sanang maglakad lalo na't mejo lumalakas ang ambon. kaso baka mabasa ang iPod ko at cellphone...

Sumakay na ako ng bus pauwi.

On my way home, ito ang tumugtog sa iPod ko:


Sabi ng kanta:

In life there's pain
And there's problems that'll come your way
Just hold your head up
Take care of your business it will be OK

I know that you're feeling down
This deal's not appealing and you need a better hand
Coz you're doing the best that you know how
Things try to bring you down (bring you down)

Don't get caught up coz life goes on
in a minute it'll change stay strong
Don't get caught up coz life goes on
Things will get better if you just hold on

Don't get caught up
You better not get caught up
Don't get caught up
You better not get caught up
So yeah...

I'll try not to get caught up in the things that bring me down...

Minsan lang talaga, kahit diyosa tinatablan ng bala...

Pramis bukas lululon ulit ako ng bato,


Iikot-ikot


Gagamit ng mahiwagang espada


At maglalagay ng kakaibang muk-ap


Pramis bukas, I'll be back to regular programming.

All you can chicken!!!

Last weekend, nagyaya sila Ferdee at Happy na kumain sa Max's. At tinaggihan koh!

First, coz I'm trying to restrain my food sprees and 2nd I don't really like Max's chicken (it's a bit too dry for me)

Kanina, on my way home , I saw the Max's billboard in C5

ABA! kung alam ko ba na ganito na ang kalibre ng mga waiters ng Max's e dun na lang ako kakain araw araw (lalo na pag closing na! hahahaha)


It's a win-win situation for all parties:

Max's get revenue

My friends get to eat

Me, I'll have any (if not all) of the CUTE guy waiters (take note of the qualifier)

Pwede bang WAITER all you can na lang?

Lost in your -- WUUUUT?

I was about to check my subscriptions on Youtube when this video popped up on the "recommended for you" section:


NAKAKALOKA divine?


Napasigaw ako ng isang tumataginting na, ENEBEYEEEEEEHHHHHNNNN!!!

Kalokah ang bow ni ate!

At ang sequined jersey! WITH SHOULDER PAAAAADDDSSSS!!!!

Hay sus!

Parang ang sarap tumungga ng red horse habang nakikinig sa kantang yan! hahahaha

Who sang it better?

Everybody's tuned in to Noynoy's inauguration...

And, well, being a non-fan of the newly elected president and since I was not so interested in politics in the first place, I tuned in only to watch Charice sing the National Anthem!!! (hahaha)

Siyempre, di ko na inabutan, kasi tanghali na ako nagising!

Buti na lang mabilis ang trunaround ng live-to-upload sa Youtube at within minutes ay napanood ko na siya.

ITECHIWA:


OK, so I've made fun of Charice a thousand times but I have to say, I'm really liking this performance: straight-forward, no embelishments, and definitely NOT OA.

I still think she looks funny, though! hahaha! I mean, just look at this:


My mom even said, "Ano ba yang suot nya! mukhang may banana chips!" HAHAHA!

Now, last year, I raved about La Diva's rendition of the National Anthem.

Personally, I the harmony won me over. And I think this is good competition to Charice's version:


Of course, discounting the fact that the three girls look better than Charice, who do you think sang it better?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Of Insulting Gay Stereotypes


I was talking to a friend over YM earlier and I was ranting about not being able to go on a shopping spree coz I'm to here with bills.

She then said:

kasi naman baka pinambabayad mo sa lalaki haha

Nagulat ako. Wala akong ibang naisagot kundi:

excuse me. ganun ba kababa ang tingin mo sakin?

IMBEY!

Para akong na-"you're-nothing-but-a-second-rate-trying-hard-copy-cat"


Slightly nakaka-insulto for someone, especially for a friend, to even vaguely suggest that I pay boys to get some.

Hindi ko maintindihan na kung bakit ba sa panahon natin ngayon e ang lagkit pa rin ng pagkaka-dikit sa utak ng mga tao ang mga negative stereotypes ng bakla, madalas kong nae-encounter ang dalawang ito:

  • na ang mga bading, kahit ano, o sino, basta may etits papatusin
  • na ang mga bading ay STRAIGHT guys ang hanap
  • na ang mga bading ay kailangang magbayad para magkaron ng ka-date, sex, o boyfriend

OK, given na hindi pa COMPLETELY nasusugpo ang ganitong practice sa ilang miyembro ng kabadingan, kaya nga naman hindi pa rin lubusang masupil ang mga negative stereotypes na yan...

Pero sa panahon ngayon, lalo na sa bagong henerasyon ng mga vakla, mejo taob na ang mga ganyang practice:

  • ang mga bading po ay sa kapwa na nila bading pumapatol (sa masa at misinformed na bakla, they call themselves BISEXUALS - para nga naman hindi sila kapitan ng mga stereotyped traits for GAYS)
  • bading man po kami, hindi naman kami hayok sa titi. Believe, I would know! hahaha! I mean, men, per se, are really horny, even more so the male gay population. But we still pick the prick we want to lick. we're not THAT desperate (yung mga chakang bakla desperate, but people like me, we're godesses!)
  • At hindi po lahat ng bakla ay nagbabayad para makatikim ng titi. Why pay for something you can totally get for free? Not to mention ang mga titing bayaran e marumi, marami ng chaka ang lumaway jan, baka mahawa lang kami ng foot and mouth disease.

So to my dear friend, nagsusumigaw man ang kabaklaan ko, I would've expected you of all people to NOT strip me of what's left of my dignity.

I fought hard to be what I am now.

I may be a slut.

I may have been around the block.

But I am not THAT desperate.

Edukado naman ako at progresibo mag-isip.

Not to mention....

Ubod ako ng ganda! Hindi ko na kailangang magbayad!

TSEH!

The Sex Score


If you have an account in Downelink, you've probably seen this Bulletin Board post being repeatedly popping up on your home page titled "My Sex Score"

For the non-gay, below is the mechanics of this bulletin:

Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you...

  • Add 10 if you are a virgin.
  • Subtract 5 if You have had sex before.
  • Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people.
  • Add 5 If you have never had oral sex
  • Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex.
  • Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place.
  • Subtract 3 if you have done 69.
  • Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm.
  • Subtract 2 if you have masturbated.
  • Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else.
  • Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked.
  • Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least not romantic or passionately.]
  • Add 2 if you have never masturbated.
  • Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn.
  • Subtract 5 if you have made your own porn.
  • Subtract 3 if you have participated in anal sex.
  • Subtract 2 if you have used lube during sex.
  • Add 5 If you cant remember your last perverted thought.
  • Subtract 5 if you have used sex toys.
  • Subtract 3 if you have had a perverted thought in the past hour.
  • Subtract 2 if you have kissed someone of the same sex
  • Subtract 2 if you have had sex in an automobile.
Above75 means you kinda suck in bed.
Above 50 means you are not so good in bed... and not so fun
Below 50 means you are fun in bed
Below 25 means you are damn great in bed!

Copy this and post your own COMMENT!
Put the subject - my sex score was...

The funny thing though is that, based on the questions, it's NOT really a measure of one's performance in bed, but a person's level of kabastusan...

And after several retakes, I got my confirmed score...

Let's just say it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy below 10... (you do the math)

Monday, June 28, 2010

Raving about Kelis

Sobrang haba ng pila ng FX kanina sa Megamall!

As in OA!

At dahil walang wifi at wala naman akong touchscreen phone so kinareer ko ang aking iPod at pinakinggan ang mga bagong download ko na album (hahaha!)

I listened to Kelis' new album Flesh Tone and I have to say: POTAH ang ganda nya!

Imagine the Kelis that we all know:


went from bringing the boys to the yard to rallying, what to me sounds like, the entire gay population with her new reinvented self, now less slutty but more divalicious, larger than life, and still overflowing with that (less skanky) Milkshake of hers!


The Club-y sound is VERY appropriate for her voice quality and vocal range. Not to mention I'm totally diggin the wild outfits and the crazy sick beats! They make me wanna dance!


Below is a tracklist of her new album:

  1. Intro
  2. 22nd Century
  3. 4th of July (Fireworks)
  4. Home
  5. Acapella
  6. Scream
  7. Emancipate
  8. Brave
  9. Song for the Baby
It appears moving to the new label (which is under Will I Am) was a good move ofr her. She was repackaged completely and effectively.

And they tapped club/house masters like Benny Benassi, David Guetta, etc to work on this album, hence, the very hip and sophisticated sounding tracks!
from here

I listended to them OVER AND OVER again on shuffle mode on my way home.

Needless to say, Kelis made waiting for a ride sound like a party!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

OMG

A gay kiss...

No, NOT just a gay kiss but TEENAGE GAY KISS

ALl that in Ugly Betty!

OMG!


ANg saya naman nito! ipapalabas kaya ito sa Pilipinas?

Ugly Betty's melting my panties again

Ugly Betty just became more interesting...


The writing is better than ever...


as in...

WHO IS THIS GUY!?!?!?! PLEASE!!!

UPDATE:

I've found him!!!

Neal Bledsoe, I love you! I wanna have your babies (note on the plural form: BABIES, ie: repeatedly NOT at the same time)


Have a Nice Day

This is turning out to be a really, REALLY bad week for me.

  • I lost my phone Wednesday morning on my way to work.
  • White party last night was disastrous (at least for me).

SUSME!

* * *

I texted my boss while on the bus on my way to work last Wednesday.

Next thing I know there was a guy insisting that I was stepping on a ring that he lost.

He made me stand, inspected my shoes, and picked up some obscure object from the floor and went off the bus.

When I sat back down and checked my bag's pockets, my phone was gone. And so was the guy.

This was the last photo ever taken of me and that phone (sentimental much? totally)


Aside from the worst bad vibes from NOT having a phone the entire day, was losing contacts, photos, videos and messages that I can, now, CANNOT replace.

Major BV!!!

* * *

Last night was a social calendar scheduling challenge, I was supposed to watch a movie with office friends, go to a friend's boyfriend's birthday dinner, and go to the white party.

Toy Story 3 was great! I left my office friends a bit too early, vene before they got into relationship ranting mode (which I totally missed)

I hurried to Cebu Lechon in the Fort and drank a bottle with Happy, Claire, Gino (who was celebrating his birthday) and Ferdee and David.

It was a shorter chika time than what we would've normally done, but I was eager to get to Malate!!!

I have 3 guys that I was supposed to meet on that night (NO, I'm not going on a booking spree again, I'm just MEETING them).

I was TOTALLY loving my white party outfit! (sayang we don;t have a decent photo) I was ready to rock the white party! Sabi nga ni Kat, I was white hot! (natuwa naman daw ako! hahaha)

I never thought I can pull off a plain UNPRINTED white top! (Thanks so much to Oxygen! ayos ang designs nyo, I swear!)

Thanks so much Kat for the photo! :)

But no!! entrance pa lang na-haggard na sa dami ng tao!

Claire and the gang don't seem to wnat to go there so di ko napinagpilitan na makipagsiksikan sila. They went off to get pizza while I tried to party away at around 2am.

I went in, saw a couple of friends and familiar faces but boy-to-meet number 1 wasnowhere to be seen. He didn't see me, I didn't see him so we decided to just scrap it.

Boy-to-meet number 2 was in Chelu. Tang'na! struggle to get in! as in! para akong nakapila sa prusisyon with sweaty fags all over me (buti sana kung mga cute pero puro.... hmmmm.... I don't wanna judge)

And when I got there, di man lang ako makakuha ng beer sa sobrang dami ng tao! di ako maksayaw dahil siksikan! at di ko makita si boy no 2!

A cute guy came over and was totally hitting on me... we were dancing until he caught the eye of another queen (lecheng mga pamihnta yan!) TSE

At this point give up na ako! my ego can only take so much.

Boy-to-meet number 3 didn't even try to get it. OA ang dami talaga ng tao.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY major fail! And I wasn't enjoying myself!!!

LESSON: next time na mag-white party MAKE SURE to go there with GAY friends (My closest gay friends are not into the party scene. And my friends who like to party are straight! argh! SAM! next time!!!)

kala niyo jan na natatapos ang kuwento? NO!

I met up with Happy and CLaire after I managed to wriggle my way out of Nakpil-Orosa. Tapos na sila mag-pizza pero keri lang I was not supposed to be eating anyway!

When I checked my pockets, TANG'NA! nawawalana ko ng P1,500!

SHET

I mean, SHET! Sobrang tipid mode na nga ako, mawawalan pa ako ng pera (OK, P1,500 is NOT really THAT big, peero sana bumili na lang ako ng bagong pants, di ba!?!?!)

KAINES!

* * *

Alam mo ang PINAKA masama sa lahat ng yan... is that they're making me have depressing moments of weakness.

I mean, ANY given day, I can take on any stress and SHIT people throw at me at work! I can take any irritating bimbo on the road! Any given Day I feel like Wonder Woman, impenetrable and strong and FABULOUS!

But not these last few days.

The last few days I've been down and vulnerable... There's no hiding it, I feel like I'm falling apart...

And I'm missing having someone to call or to run to when I feel like my world is falling apart. I miss having having someone to rant my heart out; someone who will listen to me attentively and devotedly and will comfort me, pick me up, take me to dinner, crack some corny jokes and tell me that everything will work out fine.

I hate myself for feeling this way.

I am strong.

I am a stone cold bitch.

I am big, fabulous, and larger than life!

Pero minsan, may mga bagay na talagang parang maliit na pakong tinubog sa hulmahan, na kapag sumingit sa napakaliit na crack e kayang tumibag ng rebulto...

At kapag nangyari yun... di ko mapigilan na hanap-hanapin siya.

I miss Manila Ocean Park... and what it used to mean...

And I hate that Manila Ocean Park will never be as happy as it used to be.

* * *

SO this morning, when I woke up with a throbbing headache, this song was ringing in my head.

Sing it with me bitches

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Kurot


I was watching Ugly Betty earlier. I'm the 4th season, episode 11.

I'd have to say, one of their well-written episodes ever.

Before I get to the the meat, lemme just say, nakakapaglaway ang mga boys ng show!!! Check them out:

I mean, like, hello Daniel Eric Gold:


And HELLO Adam Rodriguez!


Shet! mukha pa lang nakak-wet panty moment na!

So anyway...

Episode 11, titled "Back in her place"

I don't want to make kwento, panoorin niyo na lang ang end scene (ang di tamaan, bato!)

watch it till the end, the good part starts at 5:57


So, lemme just write it down (for those with slow connection, like me)

I've had to say goodbye more times than I would've liked - but everyone can say that.

And no matter how many times we do it, even when it's for the greater good, it always stings.

And though we'll never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward.

What we can't do is live our lives afraid of the next goodbye because chances are they're not gonna stop.

The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing: when it's a chance to start again.

Need I say more?

Nasabi na niya lahat.

Funny that I should come across it now after my previous post AND with rain pouring in the background...

But yeah, may kurot...

Happy Father's Day

Ito si Tatot:


First of day class niya nung Wednesday. Kinder !, first time nyang papasok sa school.

Sa pila, siya ang pinaka-malaki... Ang short na suot nya kasya sa nanay ko... ata ng uniform na inorder namin para sa kanya (na hindi pa dumarating) e pang size ng grade 3.

SIya ay malaki, mabilog, maingay at iyakin.

Sa tatlong araw nya sa school e araw araw daw syang umiiyak (sabi ng teacher). Akala daw nya ay iiwan sya ng nanay ko. (hahahaha)

Umuwi sya nung Thursday na may star sa a kamay!

Syempre natuwa ako! Tinanong ko ang bagets: "Bakit ka binigyan ng star ng teacher?"

"Kasi umiyak ako..." sagot ni tatot.

Ay...

Madalas kong naikukuwento sa mga kaibigan ko ang mga misadventures at mga kakatawanang pakulo ng bagets.

Madalas din ganito ang tanong nila sakin:

Ok lang ba seio kung maging bading din si Tatot?

And I'm like, DUH! Haller! mukha ba akong homophobe!?! seriously!



Di ko maintindihan bakit minsan sinasabihan nila akong, "wag mo namang gawing bading din ang junakers mo!"

Una sa lahat, naniniwala ako na hindi naman napupulot ang kabadingan, sadyang pinapanganak na bading ang mga utaw... kung ang bata ay tinadhanang maging straight, kahit ipagdukdukan ko ang mukha niya kay Lady GaGa e hindi siya mababading because his INNATE INSTINCTS will tell him, "Pare, hindi macho ang sumayaw ng naka net stockings!"

Pangalawa, isa akong full fledged beckers and I don't feel like there's something WRONG with me being that way... That being said, I don't see any problem should Tatot grow up to be as faggy as I am.

Walang masama sa pagiging bakla...

Minamasama lang ng ilang tao ang aming kabaklaan.

Yun lang.

Happy Father's Day to me

I'm getting there


I signed up in this social networking site called MGGFF, it's tied in with The Manila Gay Guy blog and that's like supposed to be a "safe haven" for closet cases and other readers of the blog.

Anyway, in a forum, Migs posted this question:

Search deep in your heart, and ask the question: am I really enjoying the fact that I am single and unattached? Why, or why not?

The answers were supposed to be used for one of their fabcast so it's pretty useless for me to respond pa.

Anyway, it got me thinking...

If someone asked me this question a few months or so ago, I must've plucked their eyes out and burned their tongues with a flamethrower.

Coming from a relationship that ended not-so-nicely, it is of course, painful to admit that, after more than 2 years of being attached, I am suddenly SINGLE.

Masakit, tangina! (Hahaha, oo may kasamang mura.)

When it all came crashing down, I felt like I was tearing away 2 years worth of effort, memmories, and, well, invested emotions.

Maraming ala-ala (not to mention gamit) na kailangang ilagay sa baul balutin ng packaging tape at ilagay sa pinakamadilim na sulok ng bodega.

What I realized, though, later on is that para siyang multi-level radiculopathy (na naging sakit ko a year or so ago, read my very first few blogs for reference)... hindi na mawawala ang karamdaman, pero unti-unting masasanay ang katawan mo sa sakit hanggang sa makalimutan mo na siya

Am I happy NOW?

I wouldn't go as far as saying that I am "happy and contented" (to use one of my ex's FB status messages)

But I am, at the very least, getting used to it.

My friends, family, and career (if you can call it that) have been keeping me on my toes. And it feeels good that they no longer serve as distractions from being broken hearted.

I've stopped having sex with random strangers as well. It's been over a month now and I guess that's a pretty good indication that my progress is doing well.

I'm fixing my relationship with myself and finding happiness in the little things that life brings me everyday.

So am I happy? Not quite yet...

But I'm getting there.

I wanna be a California Gurl!!!

Ngayon ko lang napanood ng buo ang video na ito (super bagal kasi ng globe broadband the past few days)

AND AYLAVETTT!

It's colorful and all sorts of tacky!!!

It's so gaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy

I wanna live in cottoncandy land (and look like Katy Perry at the same time! Mahirap na, in my current state, I'll gain 300 lbs in cotton cady land in just 2 days! hahaha)

I love the whip cream bra!!!

And the blue glittery shorts!!!

And the blue and periwinkle wigs!!! How can you NOT love those wigs!?!??!



WINNAR!


I wanna play it on loop on our TV

And tatot and I will watch it the entire day!

YEY!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

RANT RANT RANT

Napapagod ako sa work.

The mere fact that I am now blogging about it (instead of cute boys) is a major indicator.

Iniisip ko... compared sa dati kong trabaho, mas magaan (pa) ang load ko ngayon...

Pero nakakapagod...

Actually, let me use a more appropriate term: NAKAKA-UTAS!

Matagal ko na namang tanggap na walang madaling trabaho at maraming bagay ang di ko kayang ma-control.

OK lang yun. Ganun talaga ang buhay.

Minsan lang, may mga taong tinutulungan mo na nga, ikaw pa ang masama.

Binigay mo na lahat ng hiniling, dinagdagan mo pa, ikaw pa ang hindi magaling.

Ewan ko ba!

susme!




Monday, June 14, 2010

Rest in peace Aljohn

This morning while checking my news feed, I saw this (check out the bottom part)


Alam ko burol ni Aljohn kagabi.... so how come hes adding friends on FB pa!?!?!?!

* * *

I was hanging with office friends last Saturday in Greenhills, just chilling and boy-watching.

I checked my FB and was surprised to find several HS friends posting "rest in peace" messages on a certain AJ Cruz's wall.

Was it a joke? If ever it was, it's not funny

I checked out his wall and saw that several other people were doing the same thing.

OK, this is creepy, I thought to myself.

First of all, when someone dies, do you REALLY want to post condolences on his wall? we all know he can't read them and he won't be responding to them (if he responds, well, that's another story). I'm not sure about FB etiquette upon the death of the user but one thing's for sure: Personally, when I die, I don;t want condolences on my profile, in my blog, even in my PR account. Nah-uh! No way! creepy!

Then I started wondering who "AJ Cruz" was. Which made me kinda sad.

I added the guy a couple of months back but never really interacted with him. I think I put him in my ""Da Who?" list (an FB friends list where I put all those people who add me but I can't seem to recall but I find embarassing NOT to accept coz we have common friends) I didn't really get to interact with him. ACtually, I had no idea (back then) who he is.

Up until now.

Well, the important thing is, it appears I'm only one of the few who didn;t quite remember him. From the ovcerflowing posts on his wall, it looks like he made quite an impression on people.

Too bad he's gone.

I heard from a friend that he died of lung complications due to smoking.

This news is making me tense, and makes me wanna smoke 2 sticks of yosi. Pakshet!

Rest in peace Aljohn.

I'm in love with a make-up artist

I'm in love na with this guy



KOYA, ang gwapo mo lang....


Gusto kong magpa-muk-ap seio...


Or kung gusto mo, ako na lang ang mag-funda sa fez mo...

tee-hee!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Update update

Ang tagal ko na ding hindi nakapag-blog! At sa lilimang nagbabasa ng blog ko, pasensya na po, naging sobrang abala lang po nag inyong lingkod sa kung anu-anong bagay... (hindi po booking-related, ust so we're clear)

Hahahahaha

Di ko maituloy-tuloy ang commuter cutie project ko... nakakahinayang ang dami kong nakakasabay na cute sa MRT, bus, jeep, FX, at saan saan pang lugar. di ko makuhanan ng picture dahil eskandalosa ang aking telepono. (Damn you, Nokia!)

There's been a lot of shit on my mind lately, but I can't seem to put them all in writing...

Haaaay.

But now that it's a long weekend, time for me to organize my thoughts (or maybe I should organize my room first)

I'll get back to you

I'll give you an update!

TSE!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

A bit of optimism


Si Lord, alam niyo, nakakatuwa talaga. Dahil kapag mejo alanganin ang lagay mo at feeling mo e mejo madadapa ka na naman, e bigla ka nyang bibigyan ng tangkay na makakapitan.

Earlier this evening, I was talking to an old college friend...

It's the usual talk of superficial, gay, funny, gay, boys, funny and food... and guilt, then boys, then diet...

Mula sa usapang Gen Motors Diet, e mejo may sumagi sa isip ko ng isang di kaaya-ayang tagpo (ayoko na lang pag-usapan dahil closed book na ito ~ in short si ex)

Ito ang hirit sakin ni bakla:

FRIEND: sorry mama o

AKO: hmf!

FRIEND: alam mo nalaman ko sa ex?

AKO: ano?

FRIEND: nalaman ko lang na yung mga naging hate mo dahil nag-break kayo; yung mga lugar, food, movies, stuff you used to do, makakalimutan mo rin.

or darating yung araw na malalaman mong gusto mo pala talaga kasi may isang tao na ipapakita/ipapamukha sa'yo yun

AT this point... napangiti ako ng tunay...

Yung ngiting galing sa kalooban... may pinagagalingan.

Parang hinugot sa dibdib ko, unti-unting lumabas at kumalat sa aking naka-pout na labi hanggang sa maging isang mala-Mona Lisa siya na ngiti.

Tama nga si bakla...

Darating ang araw... may magbibigay ng bagong kahulugan sa mga bagay na dati'y sa iisang tao ko lang naibabahagi...

Ngiti muna ako...

Nararamdaman ko...

Parating na sya...

CHARICE!
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